Pretend-

Saw what I must do.
Saw what is right to do.
I must do what is right- for them.
Forgetting what I want is best.
Must be self-less.
And the hardest part of all......is letting go of the thing I want most.....
I've always said "life's not fair," and now I see that if it was-
we would never learn.
I want to be the best me I can be.
And I guess that takes sacrifices.....this will be a sacrifice I know
I will pay for, for a long while......But it's ok, right?,as long as they're happy because of it.?
Right?
I enjoy making others happy, Im cursed because I care too much-
I just never thought that when those two things met-.....
I'd be paying so dearly for it-or because of it?
If......pretending is what will help them-
Then pretend I forgot, I shall do.......Pretend It Never Happened.........
(they say if you love someone you'd do anything to make them happy.....)