I Cant see you-...

If everything were to fall around me, would you save me?
If my wings broke, would you catch me?
If my lungs ran of air, would you give me some?
If all were to end, would you be there-
at the end of that light??
...
I cant see you being there....For Me.....

It's A Passion.

In my arms you were.
Baby, so close.
The touch and feel-
the Smell that drove me wild.
Its passion I feel.
Its what I am.
I carry it in my veins-
in my blood.
To be Passionate.
Its in me.
Let me be.
Let me show it.
Cant Hold back.
When they know they want it.
And I wanna let it go!
Passion-runs deep.
Its a Want, its a Need.
Rapid and Quick but to the core.
the feeling Unexplainable.
Insane and Erotic.
Its Passion.
Its thriving.
Its Living.
Its in me.
Its- Gaby.

I Dont Know What Happened.
But a Change occured.
Both You& I Felt it.
It was Good,
Funny, it took that "exchange" for things to Change.
We both felt it, it is good.
No?
Things can be-As we see-
Things can continue, as they are,
Because Good I am For Now.
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When Lust meets Want&Need

I so badly want their touch.
Yes, I know it sounds bad.
But if you knew-
Knew my reasons why- You'd understand.
It was the only time-They Were Mine.
And I just Need[ed] that One Last Time.....
(and Always Will.)

Dilemma

Why Cant I Get You Out of Mi Corazon?
And now that I dont have you,
your in my mind even more...
Woe is me-What am I to do??.....

Cant No More...

Wheres the me I love and knew?
This new attitudes not me...
I don't wanna feel like everyone else does-
Like they're better, just make themselves feel better.
I'm not that shallow, I'm better than that.
I want to feel good about myself the right way.
Not the easy way, like sooo many do now a days.
Where'd I go? that strong Gaby, with friends at her back, and care at her front, but a sword hidden just in case.
I need me back......but I don't know where Ive gone....
This whole situation has blown my life out of proportion and Ive lost myself in the process.
How could what they did to me.........Really affect so much of me, and my life.
Its CRAZY!
But true...........And I don't want it to be.......
No...please no more...........let things go back.
Rewind the clock.......what could I have done to stop this.........to change this.......
So that you'd be with me here now???.............

Broke my Heart, after I heard this song.
You told me you HAD been listening to......I think I got what you were trying to tell me.......

MySpace Playlist at MixPod.com

But that doesnt apply anymore....Right?
You no longer feel that way....Right?
My kiss no longer burns on your lips.....that kiss that was just for you....Only yours....
My Face is no longer Painted on Your Heart.....Im starting to doubt it ever was to begin with....
But it had helped....knowing that I wasnt the only one....But that's not the case any more.....hu?
Im no longer there.....in your heart......was I ever.....?........Right?

Stars

In Dreams, I see in the stars up above.
So high in the sky.
In my eyes, I can see the Future come true.
I can see what could of been, and what can be.
Sometimes, just wanna fly, get up there.
And run.
Watch the world fade away, feel my worries wash away.....
The stars, they speak.
They tell me dreams.
They come to me.
At night, when I cry.
When I think.
When I'm happy.
Or Just there.
They mark so many moments.
But I can see, what they mean.......
So much, and to me too.
They tell me what can unfold.......
They're the dreams I wish could be.
They're my memories long gone and come back to me.
They breathe for me when my air is gone.
And cry with me.
las estrellas, have always been there for me......
But who can I share this Fairytale with??
Tell me.....Who.......?

Trust

How could you be shocked that I have no faith in you?
I've even told you, "I never fully trusted you."
And after all the things I find out....How could you expect me to have any belief in you........
But wanna know a secret.........It kills me to say I don't......
I always wanted to trust in you.........Alexsis........But I knew I never could.......
And I guess it just scares me now........Knowing that I can.........and Knowing all that you did as well.......
The pains too much.......and Trust is something you just never earned,
you cried, and apologize-
But does that really make it all right?
I don't believe so.......You never gave me a valid reason to Trust you.......and you still really haven't.
Except for your word that you've changed. But after what you've done, How is your word worth anything??.....
You Haven't Changed.
You might be in the process. But the you I love, is always there.....
But in my eyes, heart, and mind.
Your always going to be intertwined with the memory of the way I feel now- Result from what You've done....
And I Hate to say that........I feel like a Horrible Person........For feeling these things.
I'm not used to seeing the worst in someone for so long.......especially not someone that I had always seen and looked for the good in, no matter what......Like you.
I did.
I truly did......
But look what I got in return.....But hey.......
Secretly.......I want to trust you.......
Even though you don't trust me, having no reason not to.
I still keep searching for the good in you.........it's just harder to see now..............