Weak Moment

My heart still beats for you.
At night my mind still thinks of you.
When I dream, its you I end up with.
Ive no shame, to express my fondness.
No fear, to stop me from letting you know the few moments I am weak and I long for your embrace once more.
At times I am afraid, that if you asked me back, I would go.
I only fear my love for you.
I was once told that "love gives the same effects as drugs do to the mind and body"
"and when someone goes through withdrawal they are actually experiencing the same effects as someone who did drugs"
Love is strong. Love is powerful. Love can overwhelm the strongest.
I thought I was strong once. I thought I was brave.
But love put me to the test< love made me crawl.
It stripped me of my pride. Made me naked and bear.
Id give it all to you, at times I think to myself, if it meant I'd hold you again.
I know I musnt, I know yes its bad.
But this thing we call Love. Knows no limits in its pursuit to consume its victims.
I wish I could outrun, destroy it, kill it, fight it.
But I finally found my match. And it's not you.
Its this heart of mine that cries for you.
It hurts at times. Bleeds your name, tattoos it across my mind. So I see your face, and smile. I hear your laugh and I go wild.
Like an animal in a cage. Tortured to no end. I go insane sometimes. But yet I still try. To hide it all inside. Because a really pretty girl, asked me to.
She doesnt see how I die inside. But for her Id climb a mountain side. Its love, that poison has infected my mind.
But shh, dont ever tell, that if there ever was a cure, I would never take it. For loving her, was and is, the greatest.
So I'll straighten my legs, and stand back up. Ill silence my heart and calm my soul. But without her, it will always be something near the end of me.
Yes love has got me. The only thing to have brought me to my knees. But I'll try not to surrender to thee. But oh how my heart aches in times like these...But it'll pass, it'll stop.
But without her, it'll never heal.
My heart still beats for you, at night my mind still thinks of you....And no chain could ever hold back my heart, this love drug, is just too strong.