Letter to Her~

Mi Corazoncito,
Como me duele.
Its crys for you.
Las lagrimas que lloro son por que se
that I lost you bebe.
Come back to me Mi Amor.
Dont let me cry anymore.
Baby en mi corazon you lie.
No other could replace you, not in a week, not in a thousand.
No other.
Por que what you gave mi amor, will always be there no matter what.
For you, I would have given you the galaxy (see last poem I wrote)
if it meant seeing that cute smile a little while longer...
I wont beg for you any longer.
But I have no shame, in telling you como Te Extrano.
It's who I am.
Know your loved.
Know your cared for by me.
Note to the next who holds you:
If they break you, if they make you cry, if you ever hurt because of them-
I Will Kill Them.
Dont settle for just anyone.
You deserve much.
(And so do I.)
Make sure you choose them right.
Wait until you find that guy that makes you want to be committed for once.
And then youll know...he's right.
...You did me wrong. But were asked to forgive por Dios. So I dont hate you.
How could I,
but don't give me those eyes....That look of hate.
Dont hate because you did whats right, dont be mad because Im trying to do as you want.
I will never forget you.
But I am trying.
I will probably never stop trying to talk to you, but I will move on.
Its what you want....And I pray, you dont hate me.
Learn to be friends.
Im praying, so that this won't hurt.
But when I hear those songs, when I see those things, it's you I see-
In my mind.
And its the tears I feel warm swelling up.
Te Quiero soooooo much.
You don't know.
But I swear to you I am trying.
But im not too proud to let you know how I feel.
Because it helps me.
I dont mind....that I am dying as you live free.
You said it doesnt hurt you.....And even when I pray mi amor, it still hurts.
But I am trying.
God knows I am.
But I am human.
I crack and break- Strong as I am.
So permit me these words.
Permit me to write to you.
Its the one thing I can do.
Just knowing you read them.
Helps.
Permit me this.
You dont have to reply.
You dont have to do anything.
But you have your method of running away, to move on.
And I have mine.
Im not running.
I have nothing to fear.
As it slowly sinks in- "It's Over." Replaying in my mind.
I slowly die.
But I will not run, and I will Stand.
Just know this, Te Amo.
I do.
But Shhh.
That will fade. But till it does.
I still do.
And I will never stop caring.
and for my sanity let me know you'll pick the next one good.
Make sure he loves more than I.
And then you'll know for sure, he's the right guy.




This Song I had dedicated to you, and you didnt know what it meant. I dedicate it to you again...
Mi Corazoncito by Aventura
(if you could understand, you'd know what I mean)
(and you can find the lyrrics in english, jus so you kno)