Letter to Her~

Mi Corazoncito,
Como me duele.
Its crys for you.
Las lagrimas que lloro son por que se
that I lost you bebe.
Come back to me Mi Amor.
Dont let me cry anymore.
Baby en mi corazon you lie.
No other could replace you, not in a week, not in a thousand.
No other.
Por que what you gave mi amor, will always be there no matter what.
For you, I would have given you the galaxy (see last poem I wrote)
if it meant seeing that cute smile a little while longer...
I wont beg for you any longer.
But I have no shame, in telling you como Te Extrano.
It's who I am.
Know your loved.
Know your cared for by me.
Note to the next who holds you:
If they break you, if they make you cry, if you ever hurt because of them-
I Will Kill Them.
Dont settle for just anyone.
You deserve much.
(And so do I.)
Make sure you choose them right.
Wait until you find that guy that makes you want to be committed for once.
And then youll know...he's right.
...You did me wrong. But were asked to forgive por Dios. So I dont hate you.
How could I,
but don't give me those eyes....That look of hate.
Dont hate because you did whats right, dont be mad because Im trying to do as you want.
I will never forget you.
But I am trying.
I will probably never stop trying to talk to you, but I will move on.
Its what you want....And I pray, you dont hate me.
Learn to be friends.
Im praying, so that this won't hurt.
But when I hear those songs, when I see those things, it's you I see-
In my mind.
And its the tears I feel warm swelling up.
Te Quiero soooooo much.
You don't know.
But I swear to you I am trying.
But im not too proud to let you know how I feel.
Because it helps me.
I dont mind....that I am dying as you live free.
You said it doesnt hurt you.....And even when I pray mi amor, it still hurts.
But I am trying.
God knows I am.
But I am human.
I crack and break- Strong as I am.
So permit me these words.
Permit me to write to you.
Its the one thing I can do.
Just knowing you read them.
Helps.
Permit me this.
You dont have to reply.
You dont have to do anything.
But you have your method of running away, to move on.
And I have mine.
Im not running.
I have nothing to fear.
As it slowly sinks in- "It's Over." Replaying in my mind.
I slowly die.
But I will not run, and I will Stand.
Just know this, Te Amo.
I do.
But Shhh.
That will fade. But till it does.
I still do.
And I will never stop caring.
and for my sanity let me know you'll pick the next one good.
Make sure he loves more than I.
And then you'll know for sure, he's the right guy.




This Song I had dedicated to you, and you didnt know what it meant. I dedicate it to you again...
Mi Corazoncito by Aventura
(if you could understand, you'd know what I mean)
(and you can find the lyrrics in english, jus so you kno)

En Las Estrellas I'll Wait

En Las Estrellas I'll Wait.
Cuando tu miras al cielo,
piensa en mi.
Por que tu sabes que yo estoy pensando en ti.
Mi amor, Las Estrellitas te las doy todas a ti.
Me monto en la luna, y te cojo todas las estrellitas que mis brazos pueda traerte.
Y cuando yo vea esa sonrisa tan bonita tuya (en esa carita que es mia)- ninita te lluevo en mis brazos y te abrozo
y te beso como nunca antes.
Te Quiero, Te Amo.
Y Mi Amor, Mi Vida, te Quiero dar el Mundo.
Y enstonses en las Estrellas esperare para ti Carino.
Para siempre...

-the Latin way

I have a vision.

That in my arms,

we dance a tango; the music of passion.

Or a Salsa; music to excite the senses.

Alone.

But together.

So close together.

What more beautiful chemistry could there be than two

perfect bodies moving

in sync with music of passion and romance in the background.

Hands tracing silhouettes of a songs spell on the body.

As the song quickens,

can you not see how the bodies pace quickens into the others body.

Then slows.

For a moment the bodies move oh so sensually against each other;

then hasten the pace.

Dramatic movements,

and facial expressions of pure passion.

The breathing,

the looks,

the touches,

exchanged-cosas que excita y ase mi piel cemar.

Can you not see,

that this is how love should be made-

through dance and passion.

Romance the Latin way.

Y mi Amor, I can vision us making love-

Como Nunca Antes.

Making love-

the way I dream it.

Making Passion-with Dance!