Renewing, Renewed

Renewed,

Redoing, mistakes of my past.

Revoking, Prevoking,

that thing that scarred me so deeply last time.

Reborn,

Rebirth,

of what I ran and hid from so much it deeply wounded/hurt me.

Replaying,

those awful memories and nightmares.

Re-killing, what

I fought so D@#! hard to destroy.

Recking the heart that I had just re-stiched...

Re-falling,

Re-drowning,

Re-collapsing,

Re-dying...

Renewing.