How Can I Cope?

How can i Cope,

when such sorrows gnawing at my feet,

tearing their way to my heart,

ripping through my skin,

destroying my soul.

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How can I cope,

when your not around to help me?

Not around to see,

Not around to bleed.

Maybe its better,

You shouldnt suffer...

But Why do I have to do this alone??

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How Can I Cope?

Fighting alone once more.

But last time...I feel like you were there,

spirtually, emotionaly

holding my hand

guiding my body.

Lifting my soul from the depths so near destruction.,

...So near...Hell...

So close...

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How Can I Cope?

When, yet, here I am...

Sitting here,

pouring myself to who?!

To whom,

Who listens?

I go through it again my ____,

and your not around...

I spin looking for you...

but your no where near,

nowhere within miles,

Nowhere within years...

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How Can I Cope?

How Can I Cope?

How Can I....

Live?

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How Can I ?